I don´t get it, I can’t understand. It doesn’t have 2 be like this, it my life. It is what I choosing to do to believe. My responsibility for what I choose to do and to say. I really don’t want this to happen again. I don’t think that this is like the last time, but I can feel the same thoughts goes around and around in my head. Just like it did for a couple of years ago!
I just can’t wait anymore I want everything to happen right now, but one year goes faster than you think. And this year are going to be the funniest year at school ever. A lot of hard work but this is the end of the first chapter in my life...
On Sunday I have the first meeting on the computer with cultural care. That is a online meeting. Next thing are a meeting in Stockholm face to face. Will be a really good experience to start know yourself in another country in a new family..
I wish this year are going fast!
I'm so tired of this regular everyday life, everything fractions and stuff which is all the time. It feels like you not belong anywhere, even if I have lived here all my life? How weird is that? I think it really time to do something new. Finding my own life how I want to live! Being a small town girl, living in a village where people like me do not feel at home. Watched a movie the other day and I was totally in love with the movie! It's called Girl!
It's about a girl who lives in the middle of town with your senile grandmother. The girl lives for his skateboard and is truly a "boygirl” grandmother getting so sick that she has
to enter a home. The girl's mother is dead since many years and she is forced to move to her father who she has not seen since she was a baby. He lives on a horse ranch, she begins after a while to helping his father but a bit on the ranch. She falls in love with a wild Mustang that no one can ride, she meets a guy who works for the father and a lot of things occur!
Love her dad gives her even though he had not seen her for many years, he really tries and succeeds in the end!
I wish my dad had done the same or at least a fraction of it!
Love Bella
I just can’t wait anymore I want everything to happen right now, but one year goes faster than you think. And this year are going to be the funniest year at school ever. A lot of hard work but this is the end of the first chapter in my life...
On Sunday I have the first meeting on the computer with cultural care. That is a online meeting. Next thing are a meeting in Stockholm face to face. Will be a really good experience to start know yourself in another country in a new family..
I wish this year are going fast!
I'm so tired of this regular everyday life, everything fractions and stuff which is all the time. It feels like you not belong anywhere, even if I have lived here all my life? How weird is that? I think it really time to do something new. Finding my own life how I want to live! Being a small town girl, living in a village where people like me do not feel at home. Watched a movie the other day and I was totally in love with the movie! It's called Girl!
It's about a girl who lives in the middle of town with your senile grandmother. The girl lives for his skateboard and is truly a "boygirl” grandmother getting so sick that she has
to enter a home. The girl's mother is dead since many years and she is forced to move to her father who she has not seen since she was a baby. He lives on a horse ranch, she begins after a while to helping his father but a bit on the ranch. She falls in love with a wild Mustang that no one can ride, she meets a guy who works for the father and a lot of things occur!Love her dad gives her even though he had not seen her for many years, he really tries and succeeds in the end!
I wish my dad had done the same or at least a fraction of it!
Love Bella
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